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Kicking My Wall Again (Limerence)

from Petrichor by Mike Vivanco

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Isolation, one of my best attributes
You shaped who I am, now I’m calling out to you
I know but I can’t show
I’m simply better off alone
Being torn is the closest I’ll ever get to her

When will I stop thinking about her?
It’s been a fucking year and I’m struggling with change
These late night walks replace
3 AM fights and laughs they fade
Yet her smile still remains and I’m still kicking my wall again

These cold summer nights make me fear the winter more
I’m not the same so don’t ever treat me like before
How can someone so far away constantly step on you?
Being on the floor is the closest I’ll get to know myself

When will I stop thinking about her?
It’s been a fucking year and I’m struggling with change
These late night walks replace
3 AM fights and laughs they fade
Yet her smile still remains and I’m still kicking my wall again

Here I am finding myself
Every night falling deeper in
I missed you more yesterday but everyday seems like the first
I can’t shut my eyes and sleep
Restless nights keep telling me
I am the bug inside the house
Sees the window but won’t get out

When will I stop thinking about her?
It’s been a fucking year and I’m struggling with change
These late night walks replace
3 AM fights and laughs they fade
Yet her smile still remains and I’m still kicking my wall again

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from Petrichor, released June 26, 2015

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Mike Vivanco New York, New York

Returning from his 2018 hiatus, Mike Vivanco reveals a new dimension to his music with his latest single “Lately.” New York City native, Mike reflects on his experiences as 22-year-old exploring himself in early adulthood. Vivanco creates a window into his personal reality with his unique style, blending Alternative R&B and Pop together. ... more

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